hello? am i coming through, or am i too blue?

Does anyone here remember who i am?
Because i left myself in another state
A perpetually wandering path of circles
Just to the left and out of place
Hello? Is anybody out there?
Im looking for my mirror image
Has anyone seen it walking by?
I might have to say goodbye
To myself in the painting on the wall.

existances is futile . . .

The evil side, is the side that knows no evil.

Thus the good side, is ignorant and


Shit man im just so fucking terified of dying. Everytime im stoned thats all i think about. When i die, there is nothing. I dont want to cease to exist. I dont want grow old and wither away, i dont want to go blind, crazy, senile, unagile, ugly. I dont want to stop being young. I dont want to grow up any more, i want to stop looking back onmyself and how naieve or stupid i was. I dont want my bliss and blisslessnes to end. I want to young forever.

. I dont want to die .

Voices in my ear

She said "don't do it",
but I did it anyways.
He said "Kill HER",
but I stood where I lay
They whispered
"where are you"
and I shouted back
"in front of your face"
but they cant hear me
I can only hear them.

Sometimes theres an echo in the room
I look around and its just me here
the words are faint but I can hear them well
they are speaking within my ear
they tell me things, ask me things
employ me to do things
but I know its not real, my imagination
I ignore them like a bad movie
Maybe I'm crazy, I'm certainly mad
but if I pay no mind then they cant hurt me

The dreamer awoke

One day i woke up
From this endless dream i hear
My time was up, i had to go
Left the universe i made up
And when your time is up
You will open your eyes
To someone else's dream world
And then when they wake up
Your time has gone,
another will appear.
Only if you wake up,
Will you have your time to live.
So do you dream to dream alittle more
Or will you wake up
And live the rest of your time